I'm gay and have fallen in love w/ Sean Faris!?

The moment I saw on screen, I just completely fell infatuated with Sean. I think he's absolutely beautiful and everything I could want to find in a guy. I still wish & hope to find a great-looking, masculine. muscular guy like him. I'm more on the slim-build side (but hey, everyone has a type/preference). Am I crazy to feel this way?